I was sick over Christmas and was heavily tested. After two weeks of sounding like Barry White, during the course of my illness I got conjunctivitis, which, added with mouth ulcers and other nasty symptoms, I ended up sleeping 16 hours a day for 5 days. At the height of it my eyes bled. Looking at this in the mirror in the middle of the night was scary. I thought I was on the way out.
However, this illness gave me time to think, dream and focus. One night my vision changed in the dark and I could see creatures coming towards me in the dark. They looked like little black or dark grey, round headed monsters about the size of a football, with orange, fiery, glowing mouths and tentacles flailing everywhere at incredible speeds. I named them Demon Octopus. They seemed to be trying to attach to my head. Perhaps they were even causing the illness. I get the feeling the hundreds of tentacles are used to attach to our brains and nerve endings to essentially interface with our systems.
Unfortunately, for many days during the illness I could not even feel the Spirit, it was like a total disconnect, which was lonely, however on this night it began to come back. I drew it in and use the name of Jesus.
[As an aside here I just want to mention I am not a Christian religious nut, I do not support any organised religion at all. I simply recognise that Jesus, through his words and actions has proven that he was the house of the Spirit during his short life. In particular during his 3 years of ministry he was essentially possessed by the Spirit. I believe this same Spirit, which is the Spirit of Nature or God, visits our humble houses from time to time and this presence can be felt by many. I use the name of Jesus, which is a form of the name Joshua, which means God Saves. I’m sure other religions use various names such as YHWH, the intent is what is important.]
Once I felt the spirit I was able to drive these things from my bedroom and house. Once I did that my illness began to leave me. For the next 3 nights I’ve been drawing in spirit and no sign of any entities. The interesting thing is that I can now see the light coming towards me to go with the Spirit sensations. The colour of the light is strange and I’m not sure if I can even call it light, it has edges to it that have various colours but it flowed into my eyes and face coming from one location… being absorbed into my body.
Using Google Skymap the energy seemed to come from the direction of the Star Vindemiatrix. Which is the right hand of Virgo constellation and it can penetrate walls no problem. Perhaps the illness was some sort of alteration. I did not enjoy it but I’m grateful to have levelled up.
Have any of you experienced anything like this?